Senin, 02 Juli 2007

Kangen...



Saat tak sengaja brows internet...search sana sini...tau2 nemu foto...sebuah foto...dimana ada sorot mata .. seseorang..yang..sangaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttt aku rindukan.

Tatapan matanya...makes me so speechless...

Semuanya...semuanya tentang dirinya...membuat ku kembali mereview perjalanan hidup ku lagi.

Seolah2 perjalanan hidup ini  memaksaku jauh..dari dirinya.
Seolah2 perjalanan hidup ini merenggut kebersamaan kita berdua.

Seakan2 aku harus terus menyimpan semua bayang dirimu, hanya di hati dan pikiranku saja.
Seakan2 kita berada di dunia paralel, i can see you, but you can see me...

I want to touch you...tapi seakan2 kau seperti hologram...
I want to hug you...tapi seakan2 kau mengajakku bercanda...and say, "catch me if you can"...

Hhhhhh....

I really miss you, my Rainbow.

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Ya Rabb,
Jika dirinya masih menjadi takdirku,
Maka permudahlah jalan bagiku,
Untuk bersatu lagi dengan dirinya.

Ya Rabb,
Jika diriku masih menjadi takdirnya,
Maka sematkanlah cinta & rinduku untuk dia, dihatinya..
Hingga sampai saat aku dan dia bersama2 lagi.

Ya Rabb,
Apabila kebersamaan ini adalah yang terbaik bagi aku & dia,
Maka ridhai lah jika suatu saat kami bersatu.

Dan Ya Rabb,
Namun apabila jarak ini menjadi kehendakMU,
dan inilah jalan yang terbaik dariMU yang harus ku tempuh...
Berilah aku keikhlasan...untuk menerima semua kehendakMU.

...

Untuk Hafizh & Raffi, My Rainbow
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Your Japanese Name Is...
Midori Masachika
What Your Favorite Color Blue Says About You:
Emotional --- Affected --- Sensitive Peaceful --- Tranquil --- Connected Spiritual --- Experimental --- Deep
You Are An ENFP
The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused
What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.
Your Inner Color is Blue
Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart. You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone. Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.
You Have Good Karma
In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots.