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28 Februari 2005 (4)

Dan kutahu, semua ini salahku..
Salah yang membawa diriku pada persimpangan
Diantara tiga macam keinginan

Aku bersandar dalam perputaran
Aku mengikis dalam keadaan
Aku menadah dalam kelemahan

Sekarang, esok ataupun nanti
Aku akan tetap menjadi samar
Yang tak tergapai meski lewat mimpi

Mungkin aku hadir, lalu menemani
Tetapi hanya sebatas matahari berseri
Selepas itu akupun pergi

Kepastian kata juga telah membawa aku
Surut diantara payung-payung bergaris darah
Dan mencabik dari setengah nilai kesadaran
Lalu aku lemah, merengkuh rasa
Menjadikannya boneka malam dalam keheningan

Meletakannya dalam bara yang kian membara

Kain putih itupun tak mampu mengobati gundahku
Karena aku telah menghukum diriku
Dan kini ku memasang untaian duri
Di antara rambut dan kaki

Sungguh aku merasakannya
Sebagai getir yang menggetar
Membuat rona wajahku kian sebam
Membuat desir darahku kian kelam

Raka
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Your Japanese Name Is...
Midori Masachika
What Your Favorite Color Blue Says About You:
Emotional --- Affected --- Sensitive Peaceful --- Tranquil --- Connected Spiritual --- Experimental --- Deep
You Are An ENFP
The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused
What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.
Your Inner Color is Blue
Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart. You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone. Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.
You Have Good Karma
In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots.